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rottencactus) wrote2022-08-18 05:48 pm
rottencactus) wrote2022-08-18 05:48 pm
Info
Mayoi Ayase
Ensemble Stars!!
ALKALOID
Male
18
Idol/Idol Trainer
ALKALOID
Male
18
Idol/Idol Trainer
Jigoku-Cho
⯌ Faction
Sutoku Alliance
⯌ Rank 0
Inventory Clothes on his back Theater mask
⯌ Rank 0
Inventory Clothes on his back Theater mask
First Impressions
⯌ Visual:
Medium height, lithe build but not underweight. Long purple hair that is messy but healthy, and usually braided over his shoulder. Bright sky blue eyes and sharp, jagged teeth. Expression is almost always some form of worry or fuss, and his eyes usually look tired. He is, however, very pretty and his skin is very clear. His body language is very guarded and closed off and he radiates anxiety and fear.
⯌ Aural: Has a very low, wavering voice and tends to stretch words out or stutter. Speaking example His singing voice is very powerful with a strong vibrato and is described as giving very haunting and lingering performances. Singing example
⯌ Fashion: Dresses very neat in dress shirts and slacks. Favors dark colors or pops of white or lighter colors here and there. When dressing as an idol, favors gothic style clothing, ribbons, ruffles, roses and flashy jewelry.
⯌ Demeanor: Anxious, frightened, and like he might faint like a delicate Victorian woman at any time. Carries himself very closed off and guarded, keeping his arms very close to his body and genuinely doing everything he can to be hidden from view. He will not hesitate to climb into a ceiling tile to avoid a conversation. When he's on stage and performing, however, he can be described as: "A terrifying demon." His presence is extremely powerful and intimidating once he is in the thick of his performance and is an aura strong enough to be picked up by both characters with the ability to sense strange presences.
⯌ Aural: Has a very low, wavering voice and tends to stretch words out or stutter. Speaking example His singing voice is very powerful with a strong vibrato and is described as giving very haunting and lingering performances. Singing example
⯌ Fashion: Dresses very neat in dress shirts and slacks. Favors dark colors or pops of white or lighter colors here and there. When dressing as an idol, favors gothic style clothing, ribbons, ruffles, roses and flashy jewelry.
⯌ Demeanor: Anxious, frightened, and like he might faint like a delicate Victorian woman at any time. Carries himself very closed off and guarded, keeping his arms very close to his body and genuinely doing everything he can to be hidden from view. He will not hesitate to climb into a ceiling tile to avoid a conversation. When he's on stage and performing, however, he can be described as: "A terrifying demon." His presence is extremely powerful and intimidating once he is in the thick of his performance and is an aura strong enough to be picked up by both characters with the ability to sense strange presences.
Permissions
⯌ Backtagging:
Absolutely
⯌ Fourthwalling: Yes, but I’d like to be asked/warned
⯌ Off-Limits: If you're worried about something, just hit me up.
⯌ Warnings: Extreme-self deprecation, heavy generational trauma, intrusive thoughts, stalking, poor understanding of boundaries
⯌ Physical Contact: If you approach him he will spook like a frightened cat and disappear into the ceiling. He deals with being touched on a case-by-case manner but just be prepared for it to be a very poor reaction if he is not used to the person.
⯌ Mental Contact: Yes, he has no means of blocking these abilities, just know that his intrusive thoughts can be very triggering and I would like a heads up before anything beyond surface reading happens.
⯌ Flirting: lmfao good luck he will either think he is going to be attacked or he will cry.
⯌ Fighting: Mayoi will run at the slightest hint of violence but if he's forced to act, he will actually be able to hold his own for a short time. He's shown to be capable of snatching someone into an unbreakable choke hold as they were running down a sidewalk. However, his constitution is shit and it won't be hard to overtake him.
⯌ Injury: Ask first, but I’m down for most things.
⯌ Death: Ask first
⯌ IC Squicks/Triggers: He's terrified of cars. Thanks Tatsumi. Anyway, Mayoi references a compulsory fear of "Having too many eyes on him" to the point that it seems to be the source of all his self-harm. He's able to overcome it on stage because he's apart of a group, but he struggles with it on his own and will shut down or even pass out if the feeling overwhelms him. His fear of being left or abandoned is also so strong that he was willing to entertain his intrusive thoughts about drugging people to stay with him before he caught himself and stopped. On a milder note, he does not react well to "pure and sanctimonious" types, finding them too bright and intimidating, and he has stated that he absolutely cannot enter places like shrines or churches, whatever that might mean.
⯌ CONTENT I ABSOLUTELY NEED WARNINGS FOR, BUT CAN STILL PLAY: Extreme depictions of gore, so long as its all written and not visual, implied off screen sexual assault. Realistic depictions of the US military, particularly anything relating to drill sergeants.
⯌ CONTENT I ABSOLUTELY NEED WARNINGS FOR AND THAT I CAN'T PLAY: Minor/Adult relationships, graphic sexual assault, pedophilia.
⯌ Fourthwalling: Yes, but I’d like to be asked/warned
⯌ Off-Limits: If you're worried about something, just hit me up.
⯌ Warnings: Extreme-self deprecation, heavy generational trauma, intrusive thoughts, stalking, poor understanding of boundaries
⯌ Physical Contact: If you approach him he will spook like a frightened cat and disappear into the ceiling. He deals with being touched on a case-by-case manner but just be prepared for it to be a very poor reaction if he is not used to the person.
⯌ Mental Contact: Yes, he has no means of blocking these abilities, just know that his intrusive thoughts can be very triggering and I would like a heads up before anything beyond surface reading happens.
⯌ Flirting: lmfao good luck he will either think he is going to be attacked or he will cry.
⯌ Fighting: Mayoi will run at the slightest hint of violence but if he's forced to act, he will actually be able to hold his own for a short time. He's shown to be capable of snatching someone into an unbreakable choke hold as they were running down a sidewalk. However, his constitution is shit and it won't be hard to overtake him.
⯌ Injury: Ask first, but I’m down for most things.
⯌ Death: Ask first
⯌ IC Squicks/Triggers: He's terrified of cars. Thanks Tatsumi. Anyway, Mayoi references a compulsory fear of "Having too many eyes on him" to the point that it seems to be the source of all his self-harm. He's able to overcome it on stage because he's apart of a group, but he struggles with it on his own and will shut down or even pass out if the feeling overwhelms him. His fear of being left or abandoned is also so strong that he was willing to entertain his intrusive thoughts about drugging people to stay with him before he caught himself and stopped. On a milder note, he does not react well to "pure and sanctimonious" types, finding them too bright and intimidating, and he has stated that he absolutely cannot enter places like shrines or churches, whatever that might mean.
⯌ CONTENT I ABSOLUTELY NEED WARNINGS FOR, BUT CAN STILL PLAY: Extreme depictions of gore, so long as its all written and not visual, implied off screen sexual assault. Realistic depictions of the US military, particularly anything relating to drill sergeants.
⯌ CONTENT I ABSOLUTELY NEED WARNINGS FOR AND THAT I CAN'T PLAY: Minor/Adult relationships, graphic sexual assault, pedophilia.
Event Timeline for my sanity
MDM: Late Summer
Motor show: late august/early september (after summer holidays)
Dead End Land: close to motorshow
Hot Limit: mid-september, before feather touch
Feather Touch: mid-september, after r2
Cards: start of october
SS - mid-november
Merry Xmas: late november
StarFes/Blackjack: Late December
Phantom airship: within the first ten days of January (Mayoi's Well Canonpoint)
La Mort: Late January (supposedly)